hearts ♥

♥Friday, July 07, 2006

i also dont know where to start from
but this entry probably won't be too happy i guess

can't remember a single thing that happened in school today
cos i'm too overwhelmed by 3-hour long convo with grace
which started at around 6.30
hannah joined us abit later

it all started when grace suddenly turned to me halfway thru
the king and the clown
and asked me "eh the class doesnt like us is it"

and so the whole dilemma began and dejection slowly sets in
:(

when hannah came she did point out some stuff which grace and i missed out
but the fact that we can't come to a good conclusion is not a good sign

ok lah i'm not angry but..
just a bit disappointed lo
cos i was just beginning to like our class alot
and i was just beginning to get comfortable with the girls
outings with the class seemed fun
but yea
it's a letdown to hear abt how some people behave to people they either
dont like/just cannot click with

anyhow,
i'm getting quite sick of this la
just when i feel blessed that the class is so ons,
i realize tt they prob dont care that much after all

w a s t e d

and thanks to some good observation skills
we're starting to get quite insecure now also

perhaps we were oversensitive
taking things too personally
duno. forget it.

if things get better i'll come back and delete this post

<3 grace and hannah!!!
they are the best! :)

toodles!

love,
hannah

and so she said ♥ 10:43 PM;