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♥Saturday, July 01, 2006

it is unfathomable why every team i support
freaking loses!!!
i guess my suay-ness rubs off on people around me
like hannah, ada and sharon who had to go for SYF too
first was the culling of spain
now it's argentina
brazil and portugal are the only teams left standing now
well, not for long
(for portugal at least)
!$@%^$^*&%*^%&(%&$^@#%$!@
what sadness :(

and syf was a spanky way of spending my saturday
my ass!
the heat was torturous
and the sun was blazing
like the anger within me for landing this saikang
ok lah, i wasn;t angry
just wanted to be drama-mama and die die also add tt line in
the toilets were disgusting and the drinks were inflated to 2bucks
next year i'll be back!
(to sell drinks)

maybe i shall go orh orh now or i won't last until 5
but my book that lies invitingly open on the table beckons me
aiyah see how lorh.

oh yah
happy birthday to fellow 3j-er mervin!
i'm sorry i forgot abt it until...er...ada reminded me
in your face *gulps*
your are finally 17!ALL THE BEST!

relishing reading s i n y e e! signing off!

edit 9.17pm

i am SO FREAKING PISSED AT MY DAD
my anger has escalated to the extent that i feel a bit murderous
triggered off when i asked if i could go hannah's house to watch match
and his face went ominously DARK
hello, why can't i go over when she keeps coming over
tt's freaking UNFAIR
and tonight huishan and mish are joining in too
but that is NOT THE POINT
tt was only the TRIGGER

because he used his dictator-like-utterly-rude manner
to demand tt i clear up the study room
after countless months/years/whatever making a stupid fuss abt the living room table
which has since been spotless (er..at times)
he has moved on to new terrain
like picking on my study
and then he freaking shouted at me for propping my legs up on the table
SERIOUSLY WHAT IS HIS PROBLEM
i am shackled by someone who still believes in disciplinary action that involves physical pain, e.g. CANING on a seventeen year old
which is bullshit
it drives me nuts!!!

and the maniacal stuff he does
like moving the living room table AWAY..
So i cannot use it to put my stuff
resulting in a tableless living room for weeks
and he has a penchant for THROWING AWAY ALL MY STUFF
like MY SCHOOL STUFF
and he does it in fits
when he is feeling shitty
and what is more irritating is that when he is in a good mood
you can't hate him
my anger is bubbling over
help

right now my mum is talking to my dad abt our confrontation
(as in, she is kinda on my side..she has the saikang of being the negtotiater)
and i can hear his heated response from the study
which is pissing me off even more

consorting with the insane is far from conducive to a tranquil existence
i hate times like these

at times like these, i want to run to you

disclaimer:(act i just heard tt song and inserted the run to you part for added drama...or...
or....
do i have an ulterior motive?
HAHA.the ball is in your court.
you guess)

shall take this post away when i feel better
because i am generally a happy girl :)
my next present for him is a course in anger management
and i have not had the misfortune of inheriting his TEMPER
i am a NICE NICE GIRL with a mild temperament
HAHA..ok i feel better now

and so she said ♥ 7:51 PM;