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♥Sunday, July 30, 2006

wow i'm amazed that i managed to drag myself out of bed this morn!
*pats myself on the back*
just last night i was telling anna that i won't be meeting them for library tdy
but guess what!
i managed to wake up, but anna didnt!
pui! lousy.

but i didnt get to do much at the library.
just read through some lecture notes
shit. i don't think i even touched my pens at all..

it's the mugging season again..so sad.
i thought CTs just passed?!
and i'm making trips to the library already. T_T

recently i've been reading P.S. I Love You
everyone has been telling me what a great book it is,
and that it's a tear-jerker?
ok la..maybe i'm just not in that kinda mood
and korean fics have numbed me already
(thinks of guiyeoni)

but inside the book, there's a sentence that i think applies to me quite a bit:
Holly needed to stop living her life in her head, remembering old memories and dreaming impossible dreams.

i think my close friends all know that i live in total self-denial,
seeing only things that i want to see,
blocking out everything else.
hmm that's not a very good sign..right?

*thinks very very hard*

aiya HECK la! :)
need to start cutting down pw written report word count now

toodles!

love,
hannah

and so she said ♥ 4:24 PM;